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Tuesday, September 19th, 2006OMG….life is hell lately…no…even hell is much more better than where am i staying…i met this crazy maniac lect…he give us lots to do….one aft another…non stop…reports..projects…alwaz…making my life miserable…hardly breath…mid sem…tons of other courses assignments… i feel like dying…wanna escape from this hell to get some some fresh air..
i jz came bek from kota tinggi trip…it was damn tire n much more work to do..not to mention that i have em…..3 reports to write jz for this trip…not trip..but is field work…nvr in my life that i can zzz straight away when i sat on the bus on my way beck to ukm..jz imagine how the so called ‘trip’ had ‘torture’ us…
then i m goin to my p.tuba for my thesis sampling next week…yet b4 i go for it..i still have to complete so many projects’ lab…then only i can go…. at the same time i have to prepare for my thesis sampling…so many things havent settle….so many things to do…..
HELL>>>>i wan to get some fresh air…i wanna cry..i waana die… i wanna have some peace in my life…i noe…everything will be jz fine,,,jz i need some time…never in my life i do assignments and lab reports tilli wanna cry…i really wanna cry…never in my life i feel energyless n hopeless in completing assignmnets…never…this is my first time..but i noe i ll triump these obstacles… i will…with my own power n couple nites of burning mid nite oil….till i burn all my oil…n run out of gasses…..GOD>>>
